omg.. shocking news..

why my classmates and ex classmates  were already married? i mean most of them.. i mean i dont mind getting married

at this age.. i absolutely agree coz i would lurve to be youngest mum.. that was my used-to-be wish.. now i guess

maybe 7 yrs down or maybe not at all.. i wonder who next victim to get marry in my class now? cant be sweek gek..

coz until she get that top, she will not be get married right sg, you told me? till i get next news about marriage.. hehe

TOP 5 things i LURve to:

1.makeover- i  need that.. but not now.. coz i busy with my schoolwork which packed my life.. wait till i grad..

2.bf who is rich in hard working, rich in cooking, rich in doing housework, rich in talking with me till the world end..

3.bf who is rich in money, rich in control money( i am money-spender), rich in personality

4. dress- i need that badly.. do buy for me white if you think of buying for me..

5. eat- treat me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz…

it was wonderful experience having bf besides you.. talking to you till the world ends.. doing crazy stuffs which

no one in the world would think of  crazy stuffs.. willing to reach the goals in life just like you.. hehe..

i guess whoever in love would understand i mean.. if me, i would have outmost appetite to eat and you will see

me happy and laughing coz coz i am happy.. i am not saying i am not happy now.. i am now but havent yet that extend

that you can see my face blushing.. oh well, let pray that shirin will find her prince charming sn..

enough of that.. i need to relax my mind now coz i been in the state of “amnesia”.. i am really forgootting.. i nearly lost

my phone twice.. tanxs to sg.. when you are rushing or hurry to finish up, you “unconsciously” tend to forget.. right yazid?

atuk yazid… hehe..  

i guess if i got  my hug and kiss by prince charming i wont forgot easily.. hehe.. right? right?

i am supposed to get.. someone didnt keep promise.. someone bluff me..

happy halloween day.. killing! killing!

shereen is signing out..

guys wanna follow me to his concert? i  wanna go.. plz company..

fall on 7 nov.. 8pm.. at esplanade concert..

tix only 27 bucks for adults and 21 bucks for student..

21 bucks? hm it ok.. i willing to spend for you, imran.. hehe..

i badly wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna gooooooooooooooooooooooo…

i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnntttttttttt seeeeeeeee yoooooooouuuuuuu, IMRAN AJMAIN….:-p

shereen is signing out..

Imran Ajmain – Seribu Tahun

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau yakin… ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini… yeah…
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia……

any idea who is this good-looking guy? hehe… it was imran Ajmain.. alah that chubby chubby.. hehe.. cute…

below his biodata..

Known As: Imran Ajmain
Birth Name: Ahmad Imranullah bin Ahmad Husaini Ajmain
Date of Birth: 25th April 1981
Horoscope: Taurus
Blood Type: 0+
Height: 1.89m
Weight: 110kg
Family Members: 5 people total
Schools Attended: Xinghua Primary School, Siglap Secondary School, One Academy, IBMEC
Hobbies: Music, Movies, Magazines
Favourite colours: Green & Blue
Favourite foods: Fish & Chips and my mother’s Rendang Daging
Favourite drinks: Green tea and barley
Favourite singers: Brian McKnight, Maxwell, Ning Baizura
Future goal: To sing internationally in Malay
Motto in life: “There can never be enough Thank You”

can get enough right? here the pic.. i love the most.. Outstanding handsome looking guy..

am i right? he just melt my heart.. awwwh…

ok.. wait before you guys mixed up i shall explain further more..

i am not looking for good-looking guy to be my partner.. as for financial wise of course, you need to work hard mah..

staying in singapore  is already hard.. if we dont work hard, imagine the life we going to get right.. some

people suit to be “fat” due to his height or appearance.. to me this 2nd idol is just nice.. dont forget my 1st idol is

HADY MIRZA remember.. looking for 3rd idol but on the way i guess.. HADY MIRZA has that SMILE.. while 

this chubby had the special character which i find hard to explain.. overall package combination of HADY MIRZA

and this chubby i found my partner which no one know, qns me or suspects of.. it was all in slience.. well i guess

people might say i am good in acting.. well it ok.. it been 1 1/2 yrs already running although escape and avoidance

wont help much.. it is impossible btw us…

my purpose of writing this protion is asking “that” person whether i still have the chance  even though it took 1000 yrs..

shereen is signing out…

it is hard for me to say out.. i know it is weird.. you are the one i confide with my pro in the end you are the one i choose.. i dont know why this is happening.. and the sad thing is you dont know that.. you dont know how to read hints.. i cnt give you anymore. that is why i prefer to avoid.. all this while i been avoiding. but i cnt help it.. it was my heart wanna be with you.. wanna stay with you.. no matter how much i tried to erase or liquid off, you are still there.. i am not lying.. yes true i told you my pro from a to z..yes true i know you think i am liar.. yes true i know you think who am i to be with you.. yes true i am kind of filrt but TRUE WHEN COME TO FEELINGS. I AM TRUE WITH MY FEELINGS. WORDS WONT SAY MUCH INSTEAD ACTIONS DO.. BUT HOW AM I TO TAKE ACTION? yes true i been keeping quiet.. yes true i am crying now wishing you could hear what i wanna say..

it ok shirin.. you been avoiding for 1 1/2yrs.. you can make it.. believe it.. only 1 more yr left..

everything will be fine.. dont worry.. shirin is strong..

shereen is signing out…

How do you feel when someone said “I miss You so Much”?

i just said that to someone just now.. Although we met in school from Mon-Fri, i will still feel like

my day is incomplete if i dont see him at LEAST ONCE.. can anyone tell me why is this happening?

here what happen.. i called this person but he was sleeping.. SLEEPING PIG…:-)

an hr later he msg back.. here it go..

SLEEPing PIG: shirin,  just now you call me? why?

Shirin: i want to hear your voice.. i miss u.. hehe..

Sleeping pig: awwh.. so sweet..hehe.. next monday you can hear my voice alright.. wakaka…

Shirin: i dont want.. i want to hear today..

Sleeping pig: bluek.. hehe.. wat u having now?

Shirin: Lab? anything to say?

Sleeping pig: hmm.. u should be concetrating on your lab not msging me.. wakaka

Shirin: hehe… you are very special mah.. hehe..

Sleeping pig: wuu.. so fast miss me me eh?hehe

Shirin: i miss you so much mah.. so cnt resist to hear your voice mah.. haha..

Sleeping pig: reali? y ar? hehe…

Shirin: coz coz.. i miss you mah.. hehe..

Sleeping pig: Miss je?

Shirin: sayang got lah.. but if loves, hm aiyo mai.. shy lah.. hehe

Sleeping pig: alah.. shy shy cat.. hehe.. so you saying u are in love with me lah? hehe

Shirin: hehe.. dont want to tell..:-P

Sleeping pig: really? ok lah dont want to tell nvmlah.. but if late, dont blame me.. hehe

Shirin: am i missing something? hehe

Sleeping pig: nothing actualli. hehe…

Shirin: ok.. if you also dont want to tell me, nvmlah, dont blame me if you are late too..:-) hehe..

Sleeping pig:

that is the end of the conversation..

have you heard of the song AVRIL LAVINGE ” When you’re gone”? here you are…

 i always needed time on my own
i never thought i’d need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i’m alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side

when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

(chorus)
when you’re gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you’re gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you’re gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you i’ve never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you, i love the things that you dowhen you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now(chorus)

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were, yeah
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i’d do, i’d give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah

(chorus)

All i could summarize  i terribly miss you…

i badly want to go back sch tolow.. i want to see you..

tsk..tsk..tsk..

shereen is signing out…

why must the modules be so hard?

it was the most unfair semester i ever had..

can i pass this time round?

can i quit sch?

daays had been worst for me..

help me get my happiness, smile back pls….

i need that..

take me for a ride on the cable car..

or take me to  SENTOSA..

i dont want go sch..
 

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

what should i post? what i should say? what i should write? what i should tell?

5 okt? nothing special lei this day.. but i know i still sad lor..

yesterday whole day i couldnt sleep.. usually i received msges to company me.. but then yesterday and day before seems

like “when you’re gone”… keep playing quadrapop from hp only but i still miss msging.. i felt yesterday i less chatterbox..

my mum went to sleep early, so it like i got no one to talk to.. the person msging me always too went to bed early.. so i was

alone.. woke up at 5 for sahur, then continue chat with mum until 6am she went back to slp. if i dont talk a lot, i feel missing

GEMINI – The Chatterbox
> >>Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but
> >>needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change.
> >>Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem
> >>superficial
> >>or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and
> >>mentally.

i guess what it says about gemini is true.. y must i be talkative? and also i read eventhough i am stubborn, people still

like my qualities.. true meh?

i also haven go gelyang bazaar yet.. i want to go but no one to company lei.. i want to eat dendeng.. i wonder if the price

gone up.. used to be 100g $3.. yesterday ishkander said ask me go find partner.. where to find darling? he said he will intro

apek below his blok.. i told him ok can, but 1st must be retired then have a lot of money.. hehe.. aiyah i joking lah..

money?? in this world money is our enemy.. it will kills us or treats us at times.. so to me money is nothing.. everythough

u saved as much money also, in the end when you died you cant bring along.. also in the end, the money goes to other

people.. for what? work so hard then other people get to eat the money.. nonsense mah…

thinking back, i also want bf.. i want B O Y F R I E N D.. but then i got no suitor lei.. how? how? y must wait? tired u know

waiting.. where u? where u?

shereen signing out… take care..:-(

 

what should i post? what i should say? what i should write? what i should tell?

5 okt? nothing special lei this day.. but i know i still sad lor..

yesterday whole day i couldnt sleep.. usually i received msges to company me.. but then yesterday and day before seems

like “when you’re gone”… keep playing quadrapop from hp only but i still miss msging.. i felt yesterday i less chatterbox..

my mum went to sleep early, so it like i got no one to talk to.. the person msging me always too went to bed early.. so i was

alone.. woke up at 5 for sahur, then continue chat with mum until 6am she went back to slp. if i dont talk a lot, i feel missing

GEMINI – The Chatterbox
> >>Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but
> >>needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change.
> >>Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem
> >>superficial
> >>or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and
> >>mentally.

i guess what it says about gemini is true.. y must i be talkative? and also i read eventhough i am stubborn, people still

like my qualities.. true meh?

i also haven go gelyang bazaar yet.. i want to go but no one to company lei.. i want to eat dendeng.. i wonder if the price

gone up.. used to be 100g $3.. yesterday ishkander said ask me go find partner.. where to find darling? he said he will intro

apek below his blok.. i told him ok can, but 1st must be retired then have a lot of money.. hehe.. aiyah i joking lah..

money?? in this world money is our enemy.. it will kills us or treats us at times.. so to me money is nothing.. everythough

u saved as much money also, in the end when you died you cant bring along.. also in the end, the money goes to other

people.. for what? work so hard then other people get to eat the money.. nonsense mah…

thinking back, i also want bf.. i want B O Y F R I E N D.. but then i got no suitor lei.. how? how? y must wait? tired u know

waiting.. where u? where u?

shereen signing out… take care..:-(

 

Today is 1st night i lose you. i felt totally different. am i being to miss you? i scared to love again. i dont want to get hurt again. i wont be able to handle next blow. what if i only one-sided?

happy children’s day…