hi.. i am very very tired.. Today is 2nd day of attachment at IMH.. Overall experience of the day was rated 6/10.

we arrived super duper early man.. 630am we were walking to the entrance of the hospital. we took own sweet time

walking slowly. imagine Germainie had to wake up at 430am just to catch 530am train towards marina bay.. btw she

lived at cck.. from cck to hougang.. that where IMH situated. crazy man those developer.. lucky it was only 2 weeks. if

we were to take PRCP at IMH too, all i can say i pity people out there.. but it was ok.

During the passing report, i was damn blind. coz in normal hospital, they will call the patient name and bed no.. so we

recognise more on the bed no.. easy remember.. when i came here, omg.. they just say the patient name.. and they

remember the patient faces and names very clearly.. imagine 36 patients name, face, diagnosis and behavioural.. i dont

think i can make it coz even with 6 patients i will like sotong.. i salute those nurses.. best part was i feared of aggressive

patient.. just now i heard this patient throw chair suddenly. i miss the whole show coz i went break. but too bad, they

were super bored. if i can feel bored, y cant they right? imagine the games like uno blockers, uno cards, scabble or chess

and worst things, no more drawing block and the pencils color all become like cili padi shape.. so short.. pity them.. no

wonder we were to ask to create a game for them. but what game? and worst thing, they do look uncooperative. coz

when they ask to do exercise, not everyone do it. me and zafirah doing the exercise in that nursing uniform.. it was

really uncomfortable. i mean if you wear pants at least you can do lah.. but wear dress, must take care of manners of

gal.. haha.. lucky no male nurses or male staffs,  if not we will be laughed by them. haha..

i talked to this patient, and basket i kene scolded seh.. i asked for her name.. then i said i student nurse blah blah lor..

she stared at me and start scolding me.. what the hell… nvm it doesnt bother me at all..

imagine out of 36, we only spoke to 5 patients today.. these 5 patients are at least communicable.. willing to share..

now we have to crack head again which patients suitable to be our case study.. and it will be super diffcult.. coz of a lot

factors we need to consider.. simply like choosing life-partner..

now all i know i want to sleep… thanxs for the problems that keep coming in..  which results i easily lost sleep

just like yesterday.. basket plz leave my life alone for a while can.. i got attachment to focus..

and yes i forgot.. the food super SUCKS… really i am not joking.. do you know the mee soto looks like drain water? i

mean i am sorry i know it is food i shouldnt criticise.. but seriously this time i cant take it.. just now i ate pau.. thinking

of the mee soto at that canteen, simply turn me off to eat again.. haiz.. how to survive? i miss ttsh food.. yong tau fo… i

dont mind eating that for 15 days… i simply love the food and environment at ttsh.. i want to go back there..

and another bad thing is if you work afternoon shift, there will be no food for you.. you have to bring own food..

WHAT? you not joking ba?

where am i to find cook to cook for me? haloz my mum is working and i had to fixed my own meal everyday.. i caant

afford to continue fast until 9pm.. i will dead then.. i will fainted again.. nonsense man this people… this people are

very selfish.. even if you go ttsh at 7pm, there will always food available… this one 400pm closes shop… siao..

selfish… arrogant.. idiot.. nonsense…

i miss someone..:-)

results coming out this friday.. my lecturer said, she heard from resources, we passed the exam.. no fail.. at least 50% of

fear reduced down already.. :-p

shereen is signing out..